So this, this is it, then?
After everything we had? All we've been through?
After everything you told me... What happened to forever? I guess they really were just empty words.
I trusted you. I would have stayed with you forever, given my life to you. And you, you throw it all away, just like that?
I gave you everything. Everything I am, it's yours. Take my heart and burn it. It isn't worth anything to me now.
I love you. I love you more than I thought I could ever love. And I hate you for it.
So go. Leave. Now, before I say anything else I'll regret. Just let me say this: I will never love another soul as I have yours, but you, you'll never know that love again.

Repeated Fall Back To Earth

by Kiarra Weathersby

At first,

I'm taken away.

Fantasizing, dreaming,

You're sweet words seducing me

Into a world of Forever

Into a world I thought never existed.

Poof. 

The seams of the cloud ripped so quickly

All I can do is watch and fall

You're sweet words taste like venom

The world Forever in a distant far away land

Your words clouded my brain 

So sweet, so charming, so hypnotizing.

Words blinding my eyes

What a fool, no surprise.

That Voice

This poem doesn't have anything really to do with me personally, but its beautiful.

Thoughtful Mind "Seducing me into submission"

That Voice

It's the voice only I can hear
The one that calls and screams
So many horrible things
Over taking my logic and reason.
It tells me to stop...
Seducing me into submission
It tells me to stop...
To just quit now
There are no reasons to continue
No reasons to continue
No reasons to try.
I have nothing.

This voice lies to me
Telling me I am worthless and unloved
The voice tells me to stop...
So I do.
Just for a second.
I quit.
I test it
Wonder how bad it could really be
To just stop...
To simply give in
And to never again
Breathe.

“Sing me to sleep… I’ll see you in my dreams”

-All Time Low; "Lullabies"

-Thorn ♥

Thistled Spring by Horse Feathers

An old love of mine to wed the worst man she finds.

A blossom that's bloomed, 

in a house that's a tomb, 

trapped in the rhododendron fumes.

Bit by the Spring, 

Hurt by the thing, 

Plagued by the memories that it brings.

No peace in the miles, 

there's word of the coming of a child.

The broke can still break, 

oh, 

what time can take, 

somewhere in the rules lies the stakes.

Bit by the Spring, 

Hurt by the thing, Plagued by the memories that it brings.

link --->

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDwNmxSpfTs

:) I hope that you enjoy this peaceful song as much I did

~

Bride to be, my only friend, is leaving me, in a Spring with no end.

Bride to be, my only friend.

Hope by Late Night Alumni

Can there be another way?

I look around to find another day

Hurt eyes are hard to see through eternity

Hold on, knowing rain is here

But we gotta believe it won't last, keep on hoping

I know it's hard but we have to believe it will pass

Since this time it's hard to share

I won't be here, you won't be over there

Only love can ever take

You alone can find a way

Hold on, knowing rain is here

But we gotta believe it won't last, keep on hoping

I know it's hard but we have to believe it will pass

There is hope, there is hope

There is hope, there is hope

Hold on, knowing rain is here

But we gotta believe it won't last, keep on hoping

I know it's hard but we have to believe it will pass

There is hope, there is hope

There is hope, there is hope

Hold on, knowing rain is here

But we gotta believe it won't last, keep on hoping

I know it's hard but we have to believe it will pass

Click the link to listen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9XDkQbo8Fk

 

Enjoy~ 

My Glorious Monster

I wrote this myself, on October 26, 2012 and I decided to share it with you. Enjoy!

Monster, Monster
Who am I to say no?
Dying yet unbreakable
This pain I'll never show
The beast is hidden, for now
I'm lost under the turmoil that it's effects have left
Hallelujah, I'm saved for the night
But maybe not...
It creeps upon me, winding its tempting fingers around my neck
Can I resist?
It's arousing, alluring, perfection.
Insanity
I'm corrupted
A graceful creature that has been bent and broken beyond repair
I love it...
I hate it...
But which do I feel more? The love of it... or the hate?
No matter, it takes a hold of me either way.
I'm lost,
In its touch, in its grasp
In its chains, in an eternal cell
Can I ever escape?
Not one ounce wasted, I let the monster take over
The monster changed me,
A creature of the night, trapped in the day
How should I feel?
Broken? Confused? Alone?
I never felt alone with the monster...
I felt better with the monster,
Faster, stronger, more alive
I wasn't the cold, lifeless creature anymore
I was reconstructed, I had life breathed into me once again
The monster reclaimed what was sullen and lost
I took all my pain out on the monster, and it was always there for me
Ounce by ounce it ate away my anguish.
Once fatigued, the monster had had its fill of a lifetime
That was the first time the monster gripped me so tightly.
I never knew it loved me so... until it wouldn't let go.
I questioned,
How can I breathe with this tight hold on me?
But never got an answer, so I held onto the beast that captivated me.
Never once did I wonder,
How can I continue to function?
I prolonged its effects, wanting more of the creature
And it eagerly gave me what I wanted.
I was drawn to it, it seduced me,
And I was hypnotized to come back
For more and more and more...
It roused me early, shook my cradle, let me out of my cage
It hated me by the afternoon, I fought it, and was shut into the darkness once again
I was redeemed by the night, absorbed in the beast, distracted from remembering life without the monster.
The monster made life seem abstract and unimportant
Making me stray from everything I once knew
Torturing me until I only needed the monster.
Soon I was drowning in the monster, sinking low...
Far too low to ever get out of.
I was hooked.
It devoured my fears, then set them on me when I was least expectant
It consumed my troubles, then added onto my plate until I toppled over
I felt as if soon I would be swallowed up myself.
But I was too bewitched to let it go...
I clung to the monster the best I could
Until it threw me off the ledge
In fact, maybe I jumped
I had finally fallen from grace
But it was over
My wager with the monster was done.
Once again, I was a graceful creature that was bent and broken beyond repair...

 © MissHannahfyi 2012 Wattpad.com "My Glorious Monster"

-Thorn ♥

Hearts That Long To Break And Bleed

My friend likes to call my boyfriend the "Devil in my head" so I decided to tease her by looking up poems about bad habits seducing good people. This isn't necessarily what I had originally looked for, but I liked it. It talks about a woman who seduces men as a game, stealing their hearts for her own benefit, breaking the man, leaving him with nothing more to want. But then, if you look closer, you see that the woman is actually the heartbroken one, she is the empty soul that reaches to touch what is not there. She is the one who lost the game originally, forever suffering because she was left heartless, desperately trying to fill the void where her heart once was. It's a beautiful poem. Kudos to the author, Grace Minasian, she's amazing in my book.

Grace Minasian; "Seducing The Living Dead Just For Laughs"

The hearts that long to break and bleed.

I draw them in.
The desperate stare, the neurotic breathe.
These are the ones who have realized they clutch at nothingness.

I let them hold my gaze and play pretend.
They long for my counterfeit innocence
And order me to caress the emptiness and kiss their hollow words.

I play the game because I have nowhere else to go tonight.
I play the game just because I can.
How satisfying it is to see the living are not alive.

My mask lasts only up until the release
And then my true identity is revealed in gusto:
Hello!  I am the unlovable and unwanted.

Liberate the pained clenched cheeks from forced smiles
And let go.
It doesn’t matter anyway, now that you understand my place.

They tell me how beautiful she was,
How life is a lie,
And that they are lost in bleakness.

I am amused by their pathetic existence.
I ache to break their cushioned hearts into a million pieces
So they can transform into the true suffering human.

I may be the created mistake that limps from place to place
seducing the living dead just for laughs.
But I suffer beautifully.

I am able to feel heartbreaking pain.
And while they long to break and bleed and escape cascading nothingness,
I live a life more alive then them all.

“What a shame we all became such fragile & broken things…” 

-Unknown

-Thorn ♥